My Dark Brain Chemistry

My friend’s depend on alcohol or nicotine fuelled smoke
And interactions that seem forced
To keep their demons at bay

But I can’t bring myself to do the same
Those sinful pleasures give power to my demons
They convalesce in my dreams

Riots of dark colours
And disturbing imagery
It plagues my mind

They come in waves
Overwhelming
Drowning me in their dark depths

A shadow
Once lurking in the corners of my existence
But now has come out to play

All that ugliness
And weakness
Exposed

I am submerged in the sea of my dark subconscious
Feeble
And defeated

As this shroud of darkness envelopes me

The dark chemistry of my brain

23/4/2017

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